I saw a navy soldier today, he was wearing he's whites. I thought of you..

Will my entire life be like this? I know I have good days and bad days, but you are always there. Right below the surface, you live. the back of each smile, each tear, each moment. I tuck you away in hopes I will forget about you. I pray for the day that I can complete without you.

Each time I think I have finally gotten over your ghost, something drags me back.
life is too short to live in this ocean of dread. How do I purge you from my soul?

cherin~
adrift on the current of despair