we (they) threw a halloween party, and well it was the worst ever. the guest were all gone and what cleaning needed to be done was done by 10:30 pm. Seriously?! why did we bother with a week of hard work to get ready for this.

to top it off we didn't even dress up. I don't get why we even did it. I got messed up, but not drunk, now I have gas that is can only be explained as if I had had something dye in that region and now the aroma is wafting without control!

I guess I expected too much, maybe those parties I've been to, or seen on tv were just lucky ones. or maybe I bring back luck to those throwing them.

why must everything be so hard, I hate tv/movies for making life look easy!

cherin~

still wearing a mask even if no one notices

annoyance

so changing your life can come with spots that drive you crazy. when those you love, love singing comedians then you have problems. singing jingles or parodies drive me nutts, I've tried to deal with them, lord knows. but seriously?!

oh and I do not understand how buying candy, cookies, creme filled goodies, icecream is okay but when it comes to bread you have to buy the three week old low calorie bread because it has low carbs?

I know these are mild things in comparison to what things have and could be, but they are points that are driving me to the brink!

cherin~
sitting in a room with fist clinched!