So once again I sit here wide awake, what is wrong with me?
it seems the only time I am truly sleepy is when it's time to wake up. I lay there and stare at the ceiling, mind full or empty depending on the day. I can take medicine to help me, but then I become dependent on them. I can drink a few glasses of wines but once again Im drinking wine every night.

here I am sober and WIDE awake. Wondering if you were here what you would say.

I have a few months left until I move, Im scared but hoping this will be the change that I need. will the anchor take this time? or will I just wade with the current like I always do? you would know.

so I guess I will try to go back to bed again, and see it I can sleep. wish me luck!

cherin~
lulled awake to the absence of snores.