So I've started 'Dead in the family' by Charlaine Harris today and I don't want to put it down. Funny how we become so involved in the lives of fictional characters in a story. Not that think of myself as sookie or anything, it's more like I am riding shotgun along the way through her adventures. While I adore and simply love Sam in the true blood series which the books were where the show came from, in the books I long for Alcide, and after learning he had a new girl a tug at my heart came pretty strong. I wonder how the new Alcide will effect me in the show.

This week has been better, and it's only monday..lol I've made a few new friends, are you proud? I am working on getting a new life as you suggested, and hopefully by october it will be complete.

The vastness of this world still gets to me, after all I am only a speck in time. I found out yesterday that the first boy I fooled around with has past away from an aneurysm. he was only four years older than me. we technically didn't have sex since we couldn't get it to work right, but we gave it our best tries. I hadn't thought of him in years, he held really no special part in my heart, just a passing memory when something was mentioned about their 'first'.

I drove today so no bus stories, and Im sure all the ones from last week are gone from my mind at the moment! but tomorrow is another day.

I hope this world is being nice to you.. and yes I still miss you.

Cherin~
feeling the weight of the stars in the sky.